Thursday, November 27, 2014
I would like to take a moment to thank each and everyone of you, who read my blog. I pray that you and yours Thanksgiving is blessed, filled with family fun, and lots of memory making moments. As you go through day take a moment to give thanks to the One who made everything possible. With many prayers of blessing to be sent your way...enjoy this day. Just my 2cents, Missie
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
As I left the store and got into my car, my phone rang. It was work asking if I could fill in a shift. My response was please make me your last resort, and if no one else can I will. You see I was on the way to a friends house for lunch. This friend needed fellowship and prayer...let's be honest I needed it as much as she did. My phone rang again...I told them I could do it, but I was not very cheerful about it on the inside. The type of shift I was doing was to help someone have some free time to run errands, get a haircut, and to have dinner with a friend. Knowing this was part of my decision to say yes. I texted my friend telling her what was going on, and in the next few minutes she humbled me. She told me she understood we could make our plans for the next day. Then she said go in peace sister, I love you. With a humbled heart I headed to complete the job at hand. Driving down the street I saw a sign that had two very powerful words on them. "Be Thankful". Instantly I said a prayer of thanks to God, because I had a job and the ability to make someone else's life a lot easier. In that moment I was thankful for all that He does for me. When I took my focus off me and was able to look outward life became a lot easier. My prayer to God is that in these moments of self focus I can recognize what is going on and do a heart change. I know it won't be easy, but that is where God's grace comes in. That knowledge along helps me realize how much He loves me. Just know that what He extends to me He extends to you as well, so if you have moments of self focus. Don't sweat it God is there to help you through. Just my 2cents
Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Ephesians 5:20
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Meet my amazing friend Georgia, read her story of overcoming fear, family restoration, and with God's help defeating personal demons. I am so encouraged by her life's story...it brings me great hope to see what God has done in her life. Take a read and you will walk away knowing that no matter what the enemy has planned for you. God's plan is greater!
My earliest memories are of fear. I remember fearing my father was going to kill my Mum. There was a lot of domestic abuse at home and that took a toll of it's own. I remember seeing silhouettes of demonic faces and many strange spiritual experiences growing up. My memories of my childhood and predominately based around fear. It's all quite blurry though and only pop up on occasion through different reasons. Satan had a hold of my life at a young age and controlled not only my family but me. I couldn't recognize it but as I look back it was blatantly him. I have some knowledge of witch craft being a big thing on my fathers side. my father is Papua New Guinean and my Mother is European. I grew up in a family with 6 siblings. Lust has always been a main factor in my life. I'm not proud to admit it but yeah it is what it is. As I got older anger became a big thing too. I was pretty much Satan's puppet. but on the inside I was deeply hurt, scared, sad and angry. I strived to do the best in everything I could and would get frustrated and down on myself when I couldn't achieve to a high standard. Feelings of inadequacy. I was about 8 when I moved from Papua New Guinea to New Zealand. Life was still stressful. My father was an alcoholic and my mum was HIGHLY strung. So yeah negative experiences. I was mentally and physically molested as I got older and dabbled in alcohol and drugs extensively. That REALLY messed with my perceptions and out view on life. It made me erratic and my mind was all over the place but it was my escape from reality. I tried everything and anything I could get a hold of and was very promiscuous. Pretty much a pleasure seeker. Wanted a form of happiness and nothing would suffice. When I came to Christ a couple of years ago it was the happiest and most free I had ever felt in my entire life!! I didn't have a personal connection with Christ but he's been preparing me. After I cam to Christ and went back to the world things were worse then I'd ever been. Everything just went to certain extremes and my mind was a mess. I got clinically diagnosed with psychosis which was a literal nightmare. My perception of reality was distorted and I lost any sense of reality and normality. Since then I've been trying to keep my head on my shoulders lol. I mixed with the wrong people and got even more hurt and damaged. But there is a good ending lol. I have a wake up call and realized the severity of the path I was heading down and pleaded with god to give me hope and my life back. I can't do it without him. I am feeling better then ever since I handed anything and everything over to God. He's my Father and I talk to him like I'd talk to myself hahah the peace is inexplicable and I'm so happy and joyful. I've stopped substances and am confronting my demons. I have a lot of baggage but I take up the cross each day and the purity that comes with being forgiven and new is awesome!! God is soooo good. He's restored my family. My Dad's saved and is a completely new man. My parents are back together. And I can fight the devil now! I've been blinded the majority of my life but Satan will reign over my life no more!!!! I thank God for his love, compassion and mercy. His peace is beautiful and I feel cleansed and pure. Such an amazing feeling! I'm not where I want to be but I'm far from where I was! Glory to my Father. God is good!
11 Therefore remember that you, once Gentiles in the flesh—who are called Uncircumcised by what is called the Circumcision made in the flesh by hands— 12 that at that time you were without Christ, being aliens from the commonwealth of Israel and strangers from the covenants of promise, having no hope and without God in the world. 13 But now in Christ Jesus you who once were far off have been brought near by the blood of Christ.
Thank you my friend for sharing. just know that your testimony will bring many people courage and hope. ~Missie
When I think of a flower that represents Georgia and the new life she has been given. The peach blossom reminds me of her.
Monday, November 3, 2014
Let's face it we all have been rejected a time or two. In that moment of feeling rejection fall upon you, it is quite painful, and can hit you into the depth of your soul. This feeling of not being wanted can leave us standing asking ourselves what just happened? How did I move from being loved, wanted, and some ones friend to...nothing of importance?? This may sound like I am over dramatizing it, but am I? Take a moment an ponder the time when you felt unloved, unwanted. Now, hear my heart I am not trying to drudge up some old memory that you tried to bury a long time ago. A memory where you built walls around and will not let anyone or anything get past. Don't worry you can keep if safe if you want to...but why not take a moment and try to move past it. Try to heal from the hurt and help with future hurts.
The first step in the healing process is to realize that you are amazing!! You are worth something and if someone does not accept your worth it is their loss not yours. This may sound a little prideful, but in order for you to move on you need to know your importance. Stop spending the time trying to list all your faults to yourself this only brings you down. Here is a little disclaimer: yes, should want to fix the problem and try to move on. We are always called to make it right with our brother and sisters. What I am saying is let's focus on you! You are what is important. How you feel about yourself and how you see yourself is important. Did you know that the One who created you loves you beyond life itself? In addition, you were created to live your life to the fullest. Any type of thoughts that are full of shame and doubt are not meant for you. Anything that tries to bring you down is also not meant for you. You are meant for greatness, you are chosen among many. Angels sing over your daily. Every time you have a moment of triumph the Heavens open in your honor. Every time you have a moment of helplessness the Heavens pray for you. It is says in God's word if He is for us than no one can be against us. (Roman 8:31) Do you see the power in those few words? If the God who created everything into existence is for you, then nothing can come against that. Just take a moment and let that set in, take a moment to feel the love behind His words. My prayer for you is that you realize how truly important you are. How wonderfully made you are and how blessed the people around you are. You bring such joy to many people without you even knowing it. Did you know one small smile or wave to a child might be the only love they will ever feel? One kind word to an overworked store clerk makes his/her day in an instant your words were spoken. One I am sorry my bad to someone who wronged you can change a cold heart into a warm one. I challenge you to look in the mirror and say one kind word to yourself, even if at first you don't believe it. Keep doing this and you will start to change and feel the confidence God has placed in you. You are yet to realize it. Here is a neat little trick I do to pick myself up off the floor when I having a good old fashion pity party. I make myself say a kind word to someone, offer some form of encouragement to someone who looks like they need it. Then when I see their face light up with hope and gratitude it takes my focus off of me and onto others. It is not always easy to do,but it in the long run it is worth it. Just remember that your are worth more than you know. Just my 2cents ~Missie